Some flowers bloom in the sun,
some even bloom towards the sun,
Some flowers bloom in the spring,
looking at them just makes us sing,
Some, even in the cold winter,
bloom against the harsh blister,
They prove their undying might,
not once did we feel their plight,
But once there bloomed a lonely flower,
out of time, and into the shower,
Rain it was and the children danced,
they laughed, sung and played pranks,
It felt the pain and sadness from above,
tears just plashed down devoid of love,
Tried to look up and speak a word,
but not one cell in it’s body stirred,
And along came Master of the bend,
“Please lift me up, my lovely friend”,
A tear, from the beautiful cloud, chipped
fell straight into his eyes and dripped,
His petals refused to let go, the tear,
she stopped crying. He said, “I am here”,
Till the time his end drew near,
he held on to it, the Tear.
I lie on my bed, doors closed and lights turned off. Feel something is missing. Something that was with me for a very long time is now gone. Something powerful. That which portrayed even the nothingness as something . That which made even the emptiness seem full. That which gave a solid purpose. A reality to the lie. A small temporary light in the shadow of darkness.
The 2 earth days spent, seemed like two years to me. A peculiar feeling. Every second spent was a memory. Every walk with her, every ride on the bus, every song we heard, every step we danced. Every moment spent, every smile, every hug, every kiss, every tear that was shed. The comedy, the talk….
Months passed by and years…..
Memories were countless. So much, so many that I can hardly even remember them. You can truly feel that the time you spent is worthwhile, when you can’t remember the memories spent.The Irony! One, two or even ten specialties can be remembered. What if, every waking moment of your life for a few years, every second spent etches an irreplaceable and unforgettable memory in your heart. Do you think your heart can handle that amount of overflowing happiness for such a long time and still remember everything? I couldn’t. It was like as if I were drunk. The moments just flew by, in a state of ecstasy. Every thing was a memory. The past two days have given me memories worth at least for two years. I can hardly remember what went on. At the same time, within the blink of an eye, it was all gone.
What did she do? What made her so special and what made these moments spent, so special? Till before she came, I was laughing, then I smiled. She put a reason behind the empty smile of mine. That which was fake, now became real. My laughs meant to make others happy, suddenly turned towards me. She just sat there, with that bubbly face of hers and I just couldn’t help it. Effortless. A clean task. It was the perfect crime! Mission accomplished with no causalities!
There is an angel in all of us and one just flew right through me. But alas, the problem with these sweet little angles is that, at some point of time, they fly away……………………..
One night a man gets up all sweaty and uncomfortable. Was not able to sleep properly. Tries everything, no result. He doesn’t understand the reason.
Slowly, he stars to feel as though his arm is light. As if a pressure has been lifted. As if something is missing. Then it strikes him, until yesterday there was another head sleeping peacefully, on his hand. The weight of another soul on his bones. The pressure of love on his skin. But today its just him all alone.
Her love so powerful, it seeped through his skin, merged with his muscle and engulfed his bones. Now that her love is no longer there, his arms lay there flapping in the wind, lifeless, worthless.
Now he spends his eternity with one arm, and the other lost to LOVE ….
A woman tells her lover – ” I don’t want you to talk to other girls. Not that i don’t trust you. Just that i don’t want you to spend the rest of your life in a church thanking god for the angel he has given you ”
A guy tells his lover – ” I don’t want you to talk to any guy. Not that I don’t trust you. It’s just that i don’t want you to loose hope in men. Because compared to me, they are a bitter disappointment “
Sun, stars and space, slow down a second,
obsessed like opium addicts,
to witness, welcome and wallow in her wonderful rebirth, a woman,
a divine Maiden, masquering as the melody of a million maestros,
they Yearn for her, year after year, but alas they yeild themself,
aspiring to attain her everlasting adorable allure.
Born to Love. This post is dedicated to all those people out there who have lost the people they love, more than once.
You fall for someone, it goes on well for sometime. But then things start to go wrong and before you know it you are sitting in one corner of your room with a bottle in one hand and your tear washed face in the other………….You heart heals. For some it might take a mere few days, but for some even years. Then you start to see a small ray of hope. An angelic light, as if heaven wants you back again. And then before you know it, you are out of the hell hole of a break-up. Someone reaches down to the infernal depths of hell, grabs you by your heart and pulls out your damaged soul. There is no eternal damnation. People don’t realize that. Time heals everything. There is no scar time can’t heal, however deep it might have been inflicted. Then you start to fall for them. The fact that they have saved you from the torture of a break-up makes your love for them stronger. This time it feels different, the Love. True er, better, closer and stronger. You start to feel that you have made mistakes in the past. You feel that this person is your true love. Things start to look up and soon you are sitting in the beach with them sleeping peacefully on your shoulder and you find yourself asking the waves to keep it down!. You don’t want to wake up the angel – pure serenity. Everything goes on fine for sometime. Then, one day you wake up and you find yourself again in hell. And this time the fires of separation and the darkness of betrayal seems much more painful.
The higher you go, the harder you fall.
The deeper you go, the more you are lost.
Why? Why this failure again? Why is it happening to you and you alone? How come everyone else is happy and you can’t be? You keep wondering these things. Well let me let you on a secret that i have realized. Because you are – BORN TO LOVE. That’s your life’s purpose. The reason you exist. The reason you were born in this sadness struck world. You want to be happy? Then stop wondering why is THIS happening to you and start thinking why it’s happening to YOU. This is not a curse, its a boon. How many in this world get a chance to make more than one person happy? (Please, i am not talking about those deceiving scum out there in love with many at the same time and faithful to none). You were born to Love. Love is in your Blood. It’s an involuntary action for you. You can’t stop yourself. Is it worth all the pain?? It actually is. How you ask? Well let me put it this way.
Why on earth would anyone be Born to Love? Because you are special. You are THE EXAMPLE. You are the prototype of Love, the starting point. You have to be followed so that the Love becomes special. You set the base for Love. The building of Love is built on you. The building can be demolished, but the base remains. After every destruction, the base slowly depletes. That’s our pain. But the lesson learnt by the other person when they destroy the building of Love is priceless. To put it simply, you were designed this way so that you can teach people to Love. To show them what true Love is and not just to one, but to all. That’s why you get hurt repeatedly. There is so much negativity out in this world that some people should shoulder the burden of cleansing the filth. After breaking up with you, they will think twice before making the same mistake with someone else. You just made someone’s life better. You just made a future relationship better. Think positive and keep thinking positive. You just taught someone what not to do in a relationship. Everybody knows how to love and what to do right. But they don’t know what not to do in a relationship. Teach them what they shouldn’t do and their life will be good. I am not saying you have to be a sacrificial pawn for others to be happy. But doesn’t it give you a small bit of happiness that you just made someone else’s life better? Trust me, you are the bigger man here. You need to understand that. The moment you do that the darkness disappears, the blade stuck permanently in your heart starts to fade.
And you find yourself in calmness…………
Sometimes the purpose of Love is not Love itself.
Sometimes Love doesn’t give you a relationship.
Sometimes Love blooms in your heart just to make you a better person or Self-Realization
We hurt each other a lot. She hurt me and in return i did too. She kept hurting me and pushing me into pain to such an extent that i lost everything. And in return i did the same, pushing her to her absolute limit. We never realized what we were doing to each other until recently. Now, when i look at myself and how i was before a few years, I don’t even recognize myself. Consequently she has changed too, beyond belief. We both have lost most of our emotions but in return have become much stronger than before. We lost something very important but gained something too. Now, this strength will help us face Life much easier, Maybe that was destiny’s plan all along. Maybe there is a fate much worse waiting for us in the future and we were not strong enough to face it. But now we can.
Not every Love in this world becomes reality, but those that don’t, teach us a valuable lesson. Something that you would have never realized on your own.
My Love has not only changed my character but it has made me clear on what i want in life and what kind of a man I am. If you would have asked me few years ago, to tell me something about myself, I would have probably stared blindly into space.Now, I can write essays on who I am and what I am. I know my character, I know what kind of man I am and most importantly I know what I want. Now when someone comes and talks to me I can clearly identify certain things. And if i don’t like it, or its not the truth, i can can tell them to shove it up their ass and get lost !!.
I was watching this movie and heard this dialogue. “We can never be together again. Just so u know, the person you are now, i like “. Do i need to say anything more?!
That’s all there is to it. Not all the Love in this world is blessed with a chance to become reality. If it does become a reality, you are the luckiest person in this world. If it doesn’t, then appreciate what destiny has taught us, thank your ex for those unforgettable memories, lessons and experience, wish them all the best for their future and pray to god for happiness – both yours and theirs. Most importantly, never forget the lessons learnt.
What is the purpose of life? The purpose of life is to find out our purpose in life. And when we do, we are either too old to do anything, or too hurt to be able to do anything.
True love is the one that is lead by the omens. Learn to read them and one day they will bring you the love you seek.
There is one universal language spoken and understood by all. Omens. Once you learn to read the omens in your life, you will achieve true happiness.
There is no Heaven and Hell in this Universe. Only Heaven and Earth!
Sometimes everything goes wrong.. you hate life.. goes more wrong.. you hate yourself.. goes even more wrong.. you get used to it.. further wrong.. you start to like it!.. then one day things seem blindingly bright.. you look back at those years.. the web of hurt, the cocoon of pain spun from all the way back.. finally gave you the wings to find heaven
We all need saturation of our soul either in happiness or in sadness, the two most ruling emotions in the world.
There is a difference between being happy and being saturated with happiness. For example, being happy is when you spend a day with your loved one. Saturated with happiness is when you get a feeling deep inside your heart that even fate cannot separate you both. You forget everything in you, let go of your likes and dislikes, loose your identity and find yourself in love. That’s the time when you get this confidence; this crazy ‘whatever happens let it happen, i will be happy’ attitude. This is saturation with happiness. And when your soul is saturated with happiness, no pain seems to affect you. You have flown to a stage in life and will sink no further.
The same goes for sadness. You go through a lot in life. Suffer for months or years together. Pain, suffering, loneliness. (There is a difference between loneliness and saturated with pain. Just because you are alone and don’t feel anything, doesn’t mean that you have had your limit) But eventually you will reach a certain stage in life wherein your soul gets saturated with pain. The same thing happens, you forget everything in you, let go of your likes and dislikes. The only difference – you loose your identity never to find it again. Then again, you get this confidence; this crazy whatever happens let it happen attitude. This is saturation with pain. And when your soul is saturated with pain, nothing seems to affect you. You have hit rock bottom and can sink no further.
Both happiness and sadness are emotions to make us stronger; it all depends on how you see it.
Few generations ago, love was simple. Find out someone you like. Slowly fall in love with them. Propose to them. Marry and have kids. Live happily ever after. Things were far more simple back then. But in this 21st century, nothing is that plain. With the passage of time, people evolved and so did Love.
In today’s world, there is – Love, True Love, Relationships.
Love – the people you love, before you find your True love. There is nothing wrong in falling in love again, with someone else. If it doesn’t work out with someone, we break up. We can’t assure ourselves that the first person who we fall in love with, will be our True love.
True love – The one person who matches you, complements you and at the same time completes you. The one who you would like to spend your entire life with. Very few are blessed with true love in their first love itself. The rest have to go through the pain and suffering of break-ups before the perfect person shows up.
Relationship – This is when you firmly decide that you are going to spend the rest of your life with someone and start your future with them.
When things are so clear, why do problems erupt? Why isn’t it simple? Because there exists nothing but a extremely thin veil between these three. We always get confused between love and true love. And between true love and a relationship. They say love is blind. We are the ones, blinded when we fall in love. So blinded, that we refuse to see the subtle wall separating them.
The first mistake that we do – confuse love with true love. We fall in love with someone. As days pass by we get more and more attached to them. Then out of the blue, we start to think that he or she is the perfect match for us. Now this is the point to ‘STOP’. Sit down in one corner and think, what made us feel such a thing. Nothing. We wont be able to come up with any reason as to why they are the perfect person for us. Love blinds us completely. Love is so powerful, it makes us think that they are the perfect match for us, without any reason. Our first mistake. Think. if you are able to come up with a good number of reasons why he or she is the perfect person to spend the rest of our life with, then well and good. Take it to the next level. Make them your true love. Until then don’t. Love has no reason and doesn’t need one. That’s true. But true love does!! The remedy – TAKE IT SLOW!!
The next mistake we do – to think that, true love and relationship are the same. The transition from true love to a relationship is quite fast. We feel that once we find our true love its a relationship. WRONG. True love is not a relationship. Its just a part of it. Trust, understanding, sacrifices and content makes up the base. True love is spread all over them. If even one of the base is broken, your true love will start to crumble. True love is highly dependent on Trust and Understanding. They make up most of the base. Even if the base is broken, true love might still move on, but it will never be the same. Before you start a relationship, sit down and talk. Tell them everything that has happened in your life. Ask them everything. Trust each other. Try to understand each other’s character. Emotional or practical. Strong or weak. Particular or easy going. Form a good understanding. Once this is done, your base will hold up strong and even if you have troubles in your love, you can always build it up again. But once your base is broken, your true love can never sustain on its own. The remedy – build your true love on a strong foundation.
” You know Why we have no control over love?? Because love is not something that you do, its something that does you !! ”
” Love cannot exist without trust, care and affection. But if it still exists inspite of a broken trust, feeble affection and vanishing care, then its very true ”
” If the base for love is trust, understanding and care then its love. If the base for trust, understanding and care is love then its true love ”
” Its not how much you love someone that matters. All that matters is how well you love someone ”
” If you don’t travell on the vehicle of love with wheels of trust through the roads of understanding to the final destination – death, whats the point of even living?? ”
” It is better to be with someone who realizes the value of things but not does not do it, than to be with someone who does things but does not realize its value ”
” When someone expects something from you and you do it even before they ask you, its a coincidence. But when its your lover then its loveincidence !! ”
” If we both were the hour and minute hand of the clock of life. I would move towards the time of love and join with you wishing life would never move !! ”
The most important part of a relationship is understanding. Without understanding its not a relationship. Its just pain love. Until the person maintains their identity without moulding it in accordance to the person they love, its still just love, not a relationship. No two people are ever the same. Every person is different from the other. So when two people start a relationship they have to mould their character, however small it may be.
And this is where understanding comes in. Most of the couples fall in love and start a relationship even without understanding the other person. Then they get into fights and break-up. You ask them the reason, they will say that their characters didn’t match. Of course it didn’t match, its two different people!! Characters are like the rail tracks running side by side. They don’t meet. First we have to understand that. Once we have accepted that fact, then we have to understand the person we love and slowly build the connectors between the tracks.
We have to sit with them or take them out to a calm place and try to understand them. And how do we do that?? First try to learn more about them. Ask them questions about the happenings in their life, right from the time they have matured. Learn more about them and try to understand the impact it might have had on their character. Even a small thing can have a huge impact on one’s character if they are emotional. It varies from person to person. Try to learn more, understand more and realize how and how much their character has changed due to these events. And one more thing – never ever forget these things. If you want even write them down on a piece of paper so that you don’t forget. They are your doorways to happiness. Its very important for one to understand the other for a healthy relationship.
Now you may ask me why ?? Why should i understand their character. Two reasons. Firstly, no two people are the same. Differences exists however small they might be. And secondly, relationships are not like how they used to be in the olden days. People fall in love, easily understand each other and are made for life. Reason being, the differences in people’s characters were a lot less than how it is today. Again the reason for that, they used to be simple and straightforward. How does the character of a person change?? Some incident has happened that has changed one’s character. Back then things used to be less complex and straight. So the characters were somewhat similar and that fueled the love. But things have evolved. Things have become much more complex. We indulge in many activities and get ourselves into many things. Each of which, however small it might be, has its own impact on us. So its very important that we understand the workings of their mind and the feelings of their heart.
And after that try to mould, not change your character. If you have to change your character to a large extent then its not worth it. Well, anyway thats a different issue. So whenever you bath have a difference of opinion or fight, try to understand why they are behaving like that. To you it might look odd and unreasonable. But for them its normal because thats their character. At the same time, we don’t have to adjust to everything they do. (Moreover i am not talking about the extreme cases whose actions intentionally hurt and cause pain or seems too illogical) Only some things that have to be understood and adjusted.
In due course of time we will learn to forget the small things and learn to forgive them. And once you have truely understood them, there will come a stage when you don’t need to forgive them.
And remember, a relationship without understanding is nothing more than love. And with love alone, a relationship cannot be sustained, however strong the love may be. It will eventually fall. Its not how much you love someone that matters. Its how well you love someone that really matters. And that depends on understanding. And if you are not able to understand the person you love or not able to mould your character then there is no use of continuing the relationship, however strong your love is. Its better to let go of the person so that atleast they don’t suffer.
” If in a relationship, the base for love is trust understanding and care, then its love.
On the other hand, if in a relationship the base for trust understanding and care is love itself, then its true love.
Love cannot exist without trust, care and affection. But if love still exists beyond a broken trust, feeble affection and vanishing care, then its very true. ”
When two people fall in love and get committed, a relationship begins. A relationship is formed when not only love, but care, affection and trust all come into play. A committed relationship is formed when a person starts to exhibit all these feelings for the other person. Now whether the relationship is love or true love depends on what is the base factor here. We have no control whatsoever on the matter. When the perfect person comes along your love automatically becomes true. All the people in your life until then are just love, not true love.
At first you fall in love with someone. Then all the elements of trust, affection and care are infused with love. Now that becomes a relationship. Then, there comes a time when the base of the relationship and love is formed – trust, affection and care. Till this point its still love between you both, not true love. This means, when the trust is broken or the affection starts to fade out and the care begins to vanish away, slowly the love degrades and so does the relationship. The love is based on the other factors. Its depended. Love is not the reason for the relationship. Its a part of the relationship and the base turns out to be the trust, care and affection.
But then comes a time in your relationship when there is a huge fight or a rip off of some sort. A problem. We all might have sat down and wondered at some point of time in our relationships – why?? Why all these fights?? What the point in all these problems and suffering?? Well, the point of all this is to separate the love from true love. And in that troubled time, there will a moment. A moment to feel whether its worth it. Whether the love is worth all the trouble, problems and issues. Whether the love is worth it even after your trust is broken or there is no affection anymore. If you feel yes, then you will realize it. One single instance of time when everything is turned over. The base for the relationship is not trust, care and affection anymore. Its love. The base of your whole existence is love. And the trust, affection and care become a part of the relationship. Meaning even when the trust is broken or the affection fades away or the care vanishes, the love still remains. And that love keeps the relationship going on until there comes a point where everything comes back to you again. The love is no longer depended on any other feeling. Its not based on anything. The reason for the relationship is not trust, its love. Love is not supposed to have a reason. It is the reason. Thats true love.
“ An angel clad in red,
Descends from deep heaven,
The thirst of love is fed,
The earth becomes a haven “
” Tender and soft her love seems,
inside her heart affections grow,
never ending care her soul gleams,
and to me it all does pour ! ”
” I may pretend to ignore you,
Pretend to enjoy the goings of life,
But deep inside I am dying to be with you,
Dying for you to love me like my wife ”
” She stabbed me in my heart and stabbed hers as well,
I said ” but why, love was all around us in the air “,
Killed me for a sin to fly straight down to hell,
For she thought even her soul must not be drenched in the love filled air ”
” I opened my eyes to see you but you left,
Pitch black darkness everywhere and everyday i wept,
I closed my eyes and could feel the love that was left,
Pierced my eyes out, blind to float among your memories kept ”
” Sorry for the pain that you generously gifted me,
Sorry for the tears that blossomed from my eyes,
Sorry for the darkness thats ever meant to be,
Come back to my heart baby I apologize !! ”
Inner Strength?? What is it?? The moment we hear the word inner strength, our mind automatically jumps off to, how one handles problems. If a person is able to handle a problem without much emotional turmoil then he is termed to be strong.
But, in actuality the handling of a problem is not the only factor that gives out the inner strength of a person. There are two parts to it.
1. How well one handles problems??
2. How much the person’s character remains unchanged and on the path of righteousness ,after the issue.
Let me put forth an example. Lets take for instance, two people both facing a disturbing issue at hand. The first person handles the problem very badly. He goes through a lot of emotional pain, cries a lot, beats himself up, remains sober most of the time and avoids others. It takes him a lot of time to get over the problem. But once the problem is over, maybe after days or even months, there seems to be only a minor change in his character. Though it has taken him a long time to come out of the issue, his character remains unaffected with just minor changes, negative or positive. Now on the other hand the second person reacts as such. He suffers only for short period of time. He buries most of the pain inside and does not show it out. The pain burried deep inside of him, starts to slowly change his character. He is able to quickly move through the clouds of pain and return back to normal. But, at the end, he is a different person with a different agenda in his mind, probably not even on the right path.
Now if you had a choice to choose between one of these two as your friends, who will it be?? Will it be the person who is affected a lot emotionally but at the end of the day, his character remains unchanged with no negative or destructive infiltrations?? Or will it be the guy who seems to take the problem very well, doesn’t show any pain on the outside but on the inside, god only knows what has changed?? And the most important question, who do you think among the two, is stronger on the inside??
Not all those who are easily emotionally broken, weak. And neither are those who react very practically to problems with very little emotional outbursts, strong. The Strength of a person is not only based on how well one takes the issue, but also how much their character remains unchanged at the end.
What Nature has taught us
Sun – Be not just the light of people’s destinies but also their souls
Wind – Extinguish not only the fire of pain but also their hatred
Trees – Be not just a canopy of shelter but also of hope and trust
Earth – Be not just a support to walk on but also a cushion to their fall
Water – Be not only as strong as the waves but as subtle as the calm waters
” Happiness and contentment are 2 very different feelings. The practicality of contentment is happiness and the emotionality of happiness is contentment. Its more important to be heartly content in life not just plain right happy ”
” Understand life, as complex as it may seem,
But do live your live as simple as you can deem. ”
” If you have time to wail when you fail,
do set an appreciative sight when things are right. ”
” What you want is seldom what you need.
- Mr Fate
What you need will surpass what you want.
- Mr Truth
What you need is what you will get.
- God ”
” True loneliness is not when one is lost within the 4 walls of their house, but when one’s conscious is trapped within the mental boundaries of one’s mind, desperately fighting off a human’s worst nightmare all at once, silence, pain, hurt, to break free, very well knowing that the battle is already lost. ”
” Failure is when the Gods decide that one’s accretion is not quite whats destined to him, and force him to choose a lower and painful path, abase him, inspire him fight back, to achieve more than what he actually did and start all over again. Think positively ”
” You may have MANY to share and spread your sweet and memorable moments, but let ME be the one to carry all the burden of your troubles, untill, there comes a day when u would ask me, ‘My friend, what did pain feel like?’ ”
” Do you think life is hard on you? Do you think destiny is not fair with you? Do u think life’s gifts are more of a curse?
Tell you what. Why don’t you go back, tug onto the ribbonn of hurt, remove the wrapper of pain and open the box of sadness and you will be surprised to find happiness and his friend contentment, waiting to be found and brought out.
Life is never straight ”
” True bravery is not when you stand up to someone when your body is worn out.
Its when you stand up to life even when your soul is worn out ”
” Deep within the mysteries of Heaven, a destiny book is born alongside every human. Wherein, in our book, a thousand years of purity is written for every person happy because of us and a million years of solitude is written for every person in tears because of us. Even if you are not the reason for one’s happiness atleast dont leave them in tears. ”
” Time has a certain way of playing with us. It gives us the GOOD and the BETTER whilest the BEST hides itself in the shadows of time, waiting. When the time is ripe, the BEST shows itself. Then the experience gained from long lost GOOD and BETTER is invaluable in handling the BEST, which otherwise would be impossible to do so ”
” She didn’t break my heart. After I lost her, I searched for her everywhere. Atlast I broke open my own heart to search for her. But she was gone ”
” She didn’t crush my heart. I crushed my own heart to squeeze out the love I had for her. She just left before I could give it to her ”
” She didn’t burn my heart. When she left, she forgot to take all her memories with her. So i had to burn my heart down to get rid of them once and for all ”
” I told her to love me so much that the love would just burst my heart. But I guess she only heard the later part of what I said !! ”
” I told her to love me so much that it would kill me. She did kill me. But just that the love was missing !! ”
” No one likes to be held captive for long. Guess thats why, when we lock someone up in our hearts, they break it open and come out !! ”
” I must not be selfish enough to have this undying angelic beauty all to myself. I had my chance. Now, let someone else be happy. ”
” The very reason why I say ‘ I fell in love ‘ is because you didn’t fall into it with me ”
” My happiness is a small price to pay for her joy ”
” You can only go on so far having failed ‘relationships’ before you realise there is no such thing !! ”
” The mistake of love is a mistake, made by we mistakes, by mistake ”
” Small Splinters of Seeds of sorrow seethingly scathed my sensitive spirit, spasming and slowly swallowed my subconsciously spent up soul ”
” Each time you agitate your heart with love, it grows. If you try to suppress it within, it explodes. And on a last resort if you try to accept it, it blossoms. On a simple note once you fall in love you are FUCKED !! ”
I searched for you throughout the crowds,
eyes wandering from face to face,
looking among the human shrouds,
but never once did i feel your trace.
Dejected and depressed i hung my head,
lost my hopes of ever seeing her,
got back up and decided to tread,
and suddenly my vision blurred.
My heart paced its way through my body,
my hands started to quiver,
the world blacked out completely,
and my legs started to shiver.
Amidst the pitch black darkness,
there shown a blinding white light,
she emerged with her beauty ageless,
nothing short of a divine sight.
With a dress woven from elegeance,
and her head held high with grace,
about her she had a divine essence,
and all my problems started to efface.
She walked down a path,
lit with glittering moonlight,
even the sound of her footpath,
was a wonderful song recite.
Everything in vision slowed down,
my eyes on her were fixed,
even Time, to her, bowed down,
and within her Love i was jinxed.
She turned hither and looked at me,
just for a moment everything stopped,
she let me in and i could see,
her angel of a soul partly cropped.
Could not help but wonder,
why an angel such as her cursed,
with half a soul had to flounder,
among the mass of the accursed.
Closer i went and reached out,
touched her soul i did,
my own soul from my body flew out,
and merged with her it did.
And there started a transformation,
from an angel to a goddess
ended a life long search for satisfaction,
and for eternity her love i will possess.
At that very moment i realized,
the only thing i needed to do,
is to treasure this possession prized,
until the end of my life drew.